HIRE ME!

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Facebook begins testing social-buying program | Digital Media - CNET News http://ping.fm/b6TML

Monday, April 25, 2011

A Thousand Kisses Deep http://ping.fm/TJZDs
Quotations by the poet: Leonard Cohen - quote quotation saying http://ping.fm/tbujB
the part that stares http://ping.fm/wGf47

Thursday, April 21, 2011

Debunking Five Myths About Tape Storage

Tape is a key component in the enterprise data center, and that will continue to be the case well into the future. If you're investigating new storage technologies for backup and archive needs, it's worth being able to discern fact from myth as you consider your options.

From: http://ping.fm/8Jm7Z
Microsoft now forcing developers to force customers to upgrade. http://ping.fm/U8BcA
What was it today that encouraged so many nipple piercings?

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Well, if the posts are not going to go through, there's another way to do this . . .

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

I'm too freaking tired to do it right.

Brazil closes first quarter with 38.5 million broadband connection

4/20/2011 Digital Convergence - Telecom - Brazil/191-04-1-2011-10:35
Section: Telecom


Brazil closes first quarter with 38.5 million broadband connections



From the Newsroom:

The broadband access providers of fixed and mobile telecommunications services in Brazil reached 38.5 million in the first quarter of 2011, an increase of 51.5% compared to the amount at the end of March 2010, according to survey by the Brazilian Association of Telecommunications (Telebrasil). With this figure, Brazil, according to international consultants, sits in eighth position in the global mobile broadband and in ninth place among the countries with the largest number of access lines.

In the fixed broadband access reached 14 million at the end of the quarter, an increase of 20.5% compared to March 2010. Since the mobile broadband connections - which include those offered through modems connecting to the Internet terminals and third generation (3G), such as smartphones - had an increase of 77.7%, jumping from 13.7 million to 24 4 million in the same period.

According to data consolidated by Informa 4G Americas and the organization at the end of 2010 Brazil, where they are connected 25 new broadband connections every minute, has been ranked as the Latin American country with the largest growth in mobile broadband and leading with 59% ranking access to this service in the region, followed by Argentina with 10%, Mexico, Colombia and 6%, 5%. This progress is even more evident when one notes that Brazil has 36% of the total base of mobile phones in Latin America.

The survey also shows that the Telebrasil the fixed broadband access (Multimedia Communication Services) in Brazil with speeds below 1Mbps are in decline. The faster connections over 2Mbps, already represent 20% of access and it is this age that saw the largest growth rate. Several providers are making investments for the introduction of ultravelocidades (high-speed?), with the implementation of projects for FTTH (Fiber to the Home).

The survey calculates that more than eight out of 10 connections in Brazil are in residence. One consequence of this expansion, according to the survey Telebrasil, is that 79% of households already have computers surfing the internet at high speed. The figures include fixed broadband connections and those offered through modems to access the mobile Internet.

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Christina Perri Reveals Sad Story Behind 'The Lonely' -- Exclusive Interview - AOL Music Blog http://ping.fm/FX3iA

Monday, April 18, 2011

You are having the eerie feeling that you've already read this remark in a dream.

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Republican Government: Alexander Hamilton, Report on Manufactures

. . . minds of the strongest and most active powers for their proper objects fall below mediocrity and labour without effect, if confined to uncongenial pursuits. And it is thence to be inferred, that the results of human exertion may be immensely increased by diversifying its objects. When all the different kinds of industry obtain in a community, each individual can find his proper element, and can call into activity the whole vigour of his nature. And the community is benefitted by the services of its respective members, in the manner, in which each can serve it with most effect. -- Republican Government: Alexander Hamilton, Report on Manufactures http://bit.ly/gmgjMv

From: http://ping.fm/iHXUO

Saturday, April 09, 2011

Configuration Management should work just like automatic backup.

Tuesday, April 05, 2011

The firmness became meaningless and indistinguishable, and there was devastation within the chasm.

Friday, April 01, 2011

Facebook http://ping.fm/0sYqw
Adobe Photoshop Elements v.9.0 - 1 User http://ping.fm/kulIM
Do You Think That Facebook Can Be The Cause Of Your Anxiety? « Reflections by Ron Schenone http://ping.fm/WT7bJ

Thursday, March 24, 2011

To Surrealist Party Leaders: (1) "Qadhaffi must go" interprets actions of The Libyan Majority; (2) Fighter jets make an good strait jacket.

Monday, March 21, 2011

The UFO Report: Recent News

In 1952-1953, the CIA formed the Robertson Panel in direct response to President Truman's orders to make recommendations to the Air Force on how to handle the UFO “problem.” The formation of this panel came to later be known as Project Bluebook. The panel was headed by Dr. H. P. Robertson, a physicist of the California Institute of Technology, and included various physicists, meteorologists, and engineers, and one astronomer (Hynek). The Robertson Panel first met on January 14, 1953 in order to formulate a response to the overwhelming public interest in UFOs.

Read more at Suite101: The UFO Report: Recent News http://ping.fm/ynDmE

From: http://ping.fm/zXCJK

Sunday, March 20, 2011

Why are Herm Sprenger KK Ultra Eggbutt Snaffle bits so expensive?

Saturday, March 19, 2011

Avril Lavigne Bandaids: The Best Damn Avril Lavigne Fansite http://ping.fm/kP2hO

Friday, March 18, 2011

We like to think of ourselves as adventurous, but few realize that settling for safety and comfort is still settling.

Thursday, March 17, 2011

I'm everywhere and nowhere: I went to the one in robes who was at the door to get off the circle and he asked, "Don't you live on Mass AV?"

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Microsoft Windows started in September of 1981 with a project named "Interface Manager," shown to a disbelieving public on 10 November 1983.

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Freakin' missed Jimmy Kimmel: I can't believe it!

Monday, March 14, 2011

Socnets can't hold my interest today: The feeling is like having bees inside my head.

La petite mort - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

female orgasm is associated with decreased blood flow in the orbitofrontal cortex, a part of the brain that is crucial for behavioural control

This was posted on Wikipedia as further clarification (disambiguation) of "la petite morte" in both sexual and non-sexual senses, but I thought it may serve in some way to explain what many women have told me about impulse control and "bonding" in sexual relationships. Some have characterized it with a loss of impulse control, and mention is also made of the role of oxytocin as it relates to orgasm, pair bonding, social recognition, anxiety and maternal behaviors.

Anybody else think that the IRS got Mardi Gras and Easter mixed up?

Sunday, March 13, 2011

I can't get my lines right: This isinglass is getting too thick.

Friday, March 11, 2011

Put your arms around me and I'm home ;)

Thursday, March 10, 2011

Avril Lavigne Album http://bit.ly/h5uexL
Oh, Baby! I'm feeling the slyness pressure.

Wednesday, March 09, 2011

Being a hired gun isn't romantic: It's either monotonous, revolting or you're critiqued on style rather than principle. But I love freedom.

Tuesday, March 08, 2011

Guy Kawasaki: About Guy http://ping.fm/AsJdh
Happy Birthday, International Women! Yes, I know it opens the door . . .

Sunday, March 06, 2011

quickening - Wiktionary http://ping.fm/kksLc
No white picket fence, but they still get a fair trial: http://bit.ly/eWI77c

Saturday, March 05, 2011

Characters Who Say What The Audience Is Thinking

Joss Whedon, in particular, has a great talent for lacing his shows and movies with smart-aleck rebels who provide a running commentary. His characters are often hyper-aware of the weird, outlandish situations they find themselves in.

From: http://ping.fm/b9HXo

In Defense of C.S. Lewis- Beliefnet.com

does having characters say "darkies" make Lewis racist? He was, after all, employing language then in common parlance�and placing it in the mouths of the wicked. "Many older books contain race or gender references discordant to modern ears," John G. West Jr., a co-editor of "The C. S. Lewis Reader's Encyclopedia," told me recently. "We don't stop reading Twain or Darwin because they used racial terms no author uses today."

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From: http://ping.fm/4YMOR

Bible - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

There is no single Bible, and both the individual books (Biblical canon), their contents and their order vary between denominations. Mainstream Judaism divides the Tanakh into 24 books, while a minority stream of Judaism, the Samaritans, accepts only five. The 24 texts of the Hebrew Bible are divided into 39 books in Christian Old Testaments, and complete Christian Bibles range from the 66 books of the Protestant canon to the 81 books in the Ethiopian Orthodox Bible.[2]

From: http://ping.fm/eWxKL
This is not a good day to choose a funny status. Sorry about your shoes: It's not as though I swallowed them.

Thursday, March 03, 2011

*feels betrayed by the adenoids he saved from many eager scalpels*
*feels betrayed by the adenoids he saved from many eager scalpels*

Tuesday, March 01, 2011

Can you decode it? http://bit.ly/flddk3
Save me. Clients want me to work on cam. Regulate Human Resource Departments: There must be a lot of misconduct http://bit.ly/gZngpS
There are entities, places, deeds, fuels and tools that you embrace, those that you reject or discard and some you allow to accumulate.

Saturday, February 26, 2011

My Posts Aren't Getting Here

I'm trying to send posts to this blog from a variety of sources, but for some reason it's not working.  The curious thing is that it worked before and I've done nothing to change it.  I did notice that some methods 'expired' with the excuse that permissions were no longer set (likely because of cookies, though I haven't checked).  Anyway, I thought I'd try a normal, old-fashioned post to see how it comes out.  

Friday, February 18, 2011

The Violence of Theory and Practice

There are natural forces in the construction of an ideal that influence every belief system, whether that system is religion, political ideology or simply guideline and policy. There must be some form held pure and guided so that there may be a practice, which will invariably mutate into species that will be denounced and rejected by the body of proponency for the original ideal.

The reason for this duality is that some rationale must exist for the formulation of individual components, all of which must unite to form a virtually seamless whole. Both the wholeness and the seamlessness are illusory, a necessary feature that makes the finished product appear as though conceived in completeness as a "brainchild" like a Mozart Symphony. But to the human mind, credibility is a function of this pristine and inviolable condition, the immaculate conception of every great notion.

There will be a form of "practice" in the field, though, that will be gritty and rude, with all the features of a creature that evolves with a need to survive. The ideal will be adapted to match the character of the terrain in which this belief system must live. In arrid climes, it will retain a freshness that soothes the organs and organisms which it supports, where it is cold, it will provide warmth; where there is little stimulation the belief system will produce characteristics that nourish its subscribers.

The guardians of purity will assume one stance, defending the delicate crystalline suspension of frozen time wherein the kernel was originally conceived, and the staunch practitioners will fight for the species whose familiarity and comfort has sustained them through its adaptation to their applications. There will be the variety for the hunter-gatherers and nomads, there will be a form for the agrarian populations and the rooted settlers, there will be a rendition for the maritime cultures and any sufficiently advanced idea will shape itself around all other forms of practice where it can be applied.

In the way of example, if gardening were a religion, in some location where it is respected, there will be a central shrine: The location of this shrine itself may be a contested element because each population will want to own the source of its power, appoint its leaders and create its priesthooods. There will be an inevitable schism between the disparate bodies and the ways in which they communicate, which is also subject to weather and the demands of every cover type.

But let us say that one meditative capital where a gardening shrine is built might be London, where there would likely be an enormous Cathedral where claws, seeders and fertilizers surround a great golden trowel, a symbol in which so much value is invested that armed guards will be assigned to protect it and the social taboos against besmirching it will make hainous crimes of any offense that is an indication of disrespect for the great golden trowel.

The guardians of the ideal will surround the shrine and try to associate themselves with it both physically and intellectually: This is not to say that they are insincere; one must remember that the great golden trowel is not only the bread and butter of the gardening religion. The Great Golden Trowel will be a symbol of purity and goodness, poem and song will laud its virtues in a culture where great works of art are dedicated to it.

But the staunch practitioners will be the gardeners, whose tools are worn and bent, covered in the soil where they labor; this species of thought made pure through labor, this form embued with sanctity through habit and practice; the gardeners will adapt themselves to every conceivable environment where they may cultivate great stems and stalks or protect moss and lichens on some craggy cliff. The rituals will be specific to their needs and considered indispensible and necessary to all practitioners, whether it applies to their form of gardening or not. While the hallowed halls in London are polished to translucence, the implements in Mississippi will endearingly worn by the habits of the hands that manipulate them, filthy with the mud of whatever swamp or bog nourishes the flower of their art.

So when any religion, political ideology or policy grows to its production capacity, there will be a battle between those who tried to preserve its holy original form and those who manage its blessed gritty application. War is often inevitable: Humanity is characteristically poor at seeing its particular individual and social adaptations to the elements which limit them, and far more suited to a glorification of the attributes of its own practice that acknowledge the superiority of its sector of influence over the common "metademands" under which they must grunt and sweat. Their practice may be guided by weather, but it will not be the same weather; their habits may be formed by their terrain, the same Earth, but a different face thereof.

Somewhere in the midst of all this is the problem of communication: Occasionally understanding is achieved, however rare. While a certain basic symbology is agreed upon, there will be many varying interpretations that will confuse both priest and layperson alike: "Why must we examine every detai?" they will ask, "Is the trowel not universal?" The symbols of the discipline, the icon or the word is invested with meaning: With every practitioner, different semantics will be applied to the canon of the gardening religion.

In this struggle between purity and application, between theory and practice, whether acknowledged or denied by the body politic, there will be a point where principle is held above human life, and human life will fare very poorly. First it will be the individual, the sinner, the one who insults the trowel by the manner of his/her grasp, the force applied to the point or even whether there is a point to the trowel. Where there is one violator, there are associates, sympathizers, cohorts, organizers, dissenters and they will all eventually be prosecuted.

Everything is a matter of faith: We are born, we live, die and murder in accordance with our beliefs. For each of us there is a separate metric for purity and corruption but there will be some measures held pure and guided so that there may be a practice, which will invariably mutate into forms that will be denounced and rejected by the body of proponency for the original ideal.

Thursday, February 10, 2011

x22;Cupid" (1998) - IMDb user reviews

0 out of 1 people found the following review useful:
Cancellation a bad move?, 20 July 2006
9/10
Author: Ernie Cordell (ernie.cordell@cdumail.com) from Washington, DC, USA

While I feel that my impressions of this work is generally aligned with the other proponents of its continuation, I would largely omit many of the superlatives praising its art, performance and collection of virtues.

I don't mean to attack the show in my criticism, I'd just like to try the understated defense of that collection of virtues. In doing so, I'd like to try to guess why it was cancelled. Sponsorship strikes me first and foremost: I would guess that whatever it was supposed to be selling, it didn't hit the market demographic or some other equally enlightening pseudoscientific ratings language. This strikes me of the sort of industry error that one might compare to pitching to one person and charging another. If you make a show that a lot of people seem to like, it doesn't make sense to complain that it doesn't sell enough lawn-mowers to the 50+ crowd; or maybe it's just me.

A more legitimate reason might seem to be that the show relied too heavily on the bubbly babbling of the Jeremy Piven character(s). It might seem, from a production viewpoint, that it would be too difficult to sustain that Dolly-Madison-a-la-Streisand tenor over a series of a number of shows. While part of me says, "While the people are still watching, who cares?" but my realistic side says that we do have to predict the future when we write, produce, direct and play in performance art. Further complicating the idea of sustaining the expected tension is the notion of suspending disbelief or finally deciding whether our "Cupid" is a Greek God or someone with a personality disorder.

Maybe one of the things that the show failed to accomplish is its intent that was reflected in an episode of the series "Bewitched" about a witch, in this case, who conjures up Benjamin Franklin. Evidently the disbelieving public of that imaginary world were ready to commit poor Benny until witch Samantha Stevens steps in to defend Franklin's antics as "reminders of Benjamin Franklin's great deeds" whether he were a counterfeit Benjamin or not. While difficult to sustain throughout a series, a previous incarnation of "Relationship Rescue" might be to pay attention to a present-day interpretation of another, possibly slower-moving civilization's attitudes toward love and romance.

Whether a real "Cupid" or "Eros" would espouse the sanitized semi-serious sitcom alternative to pop psychology relationship advice is rather immaterial. After all, it is not a serious contrast of 20th century head-shrinking against Golden-Age Grecian attitudes on romance, it is an appeal to look at issues we consider agonizingly complex and idealize them into a simplicity we can digest. An irony that may have been lost on a big part of the audience is that this is both a goal of "science" and the more "holistic" approaches reflected in the modernized presentation of a Greek God's practical common sense.

Was it a bad move to cancel the show? I believe it was -- not so much because it was such stunningly good art -- but maybe because it could have been if effort were given to sustaining the mood and supporting the premise. If I might make a bad and clichéd comparison, it is as though the advice on romance were wholly missed by those who originally promoted it: They loved it enough to commit in the beginning, but they lacked the perspicacity to dedicate time and effort to solving the problems that may have plagued it in some projected future.

The pathology reminds me of current publishing policies: A good story told well isn't enough; we want the name recognition up front so that we don't have to cultivate a good thing.

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Monday, February 07, 2011

Safewaypiss


Safewaypiss
Originally uploaded by Ernie Cordell
Minestrone anyone?

Friday, January 28, 2011

USA.gov: The U.S. Government's Official Web Portal

As the U.S. government's official web portal, USA.gov makes it easy for the public to get U.S. government information and services on the web. USA.gov also serves as the catalyst for a growing electronic government.

From: http://www.usa.gov/

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Too Freud to Rock'n'Roll, Too Jung to Care

A living part of me is encoded herein to be embedded in the collective unconscious as the archetype which builds tunnels between our dreams.

I'm Only Following Orders

Wordle: The Chicago Manual of Style, 16th edition, 6.18-6.53

Monday, January 17, 2011

What Happened To Abstraction Of Lower-Level Function?

I keep running into "system-dependent" operations in programming languages.

I can understand if some "high-level assemblers" want to maintain a direct hardware approach to coding, but those that have carried the misnomer "third-generation language" should be based on standards which make common native operations accessible to the "higher level" programming languages.

It seems reasonable to me that what is often called a "hardware abstraction layer" have common functions within it for a more complete control of what might otherwise be considered a "low-level operation." It makes no sense to have different software platforms behaving differently, using different functions to control functions common to all platforms. We still plan to have keyboards, pointer devices, displays, etc., don't we?

If we are going to let a hardware abstraction layer intervene between the program and the disk-drive device, where did the notion go that would have us derive a data-storage device from a generic device that could have a form that would be a disk? What of the idea that it should make no difference to the higher-level language program code whether the data sink were a disk, memory or some network device? Why should this be true of a disk, but not of a keyboard, display or pointer?

Are we just giving up on principles of modelling so that we can continue to bicker about the superiority of one operating system or another? So the flame wars based on behavior we insist on continuing can continue, blaming one chip manufacturer or another for what we have imposed at higher levels of design?

Hey, I'm just askin' here, yanno?

Monday, January 10, 2011

You Might Want To Read This via @Karen Long

A friend posted this on another site. Normally I don't care so much about privacy issues, but this one I took the time to remove myself from.

There's a site called spokeo.com that's a new online USA phone book w/personal information: everything from pics you've posted on FB or web, your approx credit score, home value, income, age. Remove yourself by searching your name, find the URL of your page, then go to the bottom right corner of the page and click on the Privacy button to remove yourself. Copy & re-post so your FB friends are aware.

I went to check this out. This is the real deal. I removed my two main email accounts. Its scary. My main account showed a birds eye view of my house. This is an open blog. Share this with your friends. You need to know.
To remove your self.
1.Go to the website. www.spokeo.com
2.Type in your email address.
3. Copy the URL at the top of the page.
4. Scroll to the bottom and hit privacy.
5. Paste the URL you just copied into the box and type in the security code.
6. It will give you instructios to go to your email to complete removal. YOU MUST DO THIS!!!

Once you have clicked to finish removal your email will be removed from the site as well as your personal information. If you have more than one email you had better do them all.

More info - http://ping.fm/MdzJk

You Might Want To Read This via @Karen Long

A friend posted this on another site. Normally I don't care so much about privacy issues, but this one I took the time to remove myself from.

There's a site called spokeo.com that's a new online USA phone book w/personal information: everything from pics you've posted on FB or web, your approx credit score, home value, income, age. Remove yourself by searching your name, find the URL of your page, then go to the bottom right corner of the page and click on the Privacy button to remove yourself. Copy & re-post so your FB friends are aware.

I went to check this out. This is the real deal. I removed my two main email accounts. Its scary. My main account showed a birds eye view of my house. This is an open blog. Share this with your friends. You need to know.
To remove your self.
1.Go to the website. www.spokeo.com
2.Type in your email address.
3. Copy the URL at the top of the page.
4. Scroll to the bottom and hit privacy.
5. Paste the URL you just copied into the box and type in the security code.
6. It will give you instructios to go to your email to complete removal. YOU MUST DO THIS!!!

Once you have clicked to finish removal your email will be removed from the site as well as your personal information. If you have more than one email you had better do them all.

More info - http://ping.fm/MdzJk

You Might Want To Read This via @Karen Long

A friend posted this on another site. Normally I don't care so much about privacy issues, but this one I took the time to remove myself from.

There's a site called spokeo.com that's a new online USA phone book w/personal information: everything from pics you've posted on FB or web, your approx credit score, home value, income, age. Remove yourself by searching your name, find the URL of your page, then go to the bottom right corner of the page and click on the Privacy button to remove yourself. Copy & re-post so your FB friends are aware.

I went to check this out. This is the real deal. I removed my two main email accounts. Its scary. My main account showed a birds eye view of my house. This is an open blog. Share this with your friends. You need to know.
To remove your self.
1.Go to the website. www.spokeo.com
2.Type in your email address.
3. Copy the URL at the top of the page.
4. Scroll to the bottom and hit privacy.
5. Paste the URL you just copied into the box and type in the security code.
6. It will give you instructios to go to your email to complete removal. YOU MUST DO THIS!!!

Once you have clicked to finish removal your email will be removed from the site as well as your personal information. If you have more than one email you had better do them all.

More info - http://ping.fm/NjjUh

You Might Want To Read This via @Karen Long

A friend posted this on another site. Normally I don't care so much about privacy issues, but this one I took the time to remove myself from.

There's a site called spokeo.com that's a new online USA phone book w/personal information: everything from pics you've posted on FB or web, your approx credit score, home value, income, age. Remove yourself by searching your name, find the URL of your page, then go to the bottom right corner of the page and click on the Privacy button to remove yourself. Copy & re-post so your FB friends are aware.

I went to check this out. This is the real deal. I removed my two main email accounts. Its scary. My main account showed a birds eye view of my house. This is an open blog. Share this with your friends. You need to know.
To remove your self.
1.Go to the website. www.spokeo.com
2.Type in your email address.
3. Copy the URL at the top of the page.
4. Scroll to the bottom and hit privacy.
5. Paste the URL you just copied into the box and type in the security code.
6. It will give you instructios to go to your email to complete removal. YOU MUST DO THIS!!!

Once you have clicked to finish removal your email will be removed from the site as well as your personal information. If you have more than one email you had better do them all.

More info - http://ping.fm/NjjUh

Bloviate | Define Bloviate at Dictionary.com

I asserted that Harding invented normalcy while attending a college Russian class and was justifiably corrected. It was what I had heard from my father, but appears Harding only (re)popularized these words.

From: http://ping.fm/z7p8N

Bloviate | Define Bloviate at Dictionary.com

I asserted that Harding invented normalcy while attending a college Russian class and was justifiably corrected. It was what I had heard from my father, but appears Harding only (re)popularized these words.

From: http://ping.fm/z7p8N

Saturday, January 08, 2011

????? ??????? ????

Я вас любил,
Любовь ещё, быть может,
В дуще моей угасла не совсем.
А пуст она вас больше не тревожет;
Я не хочу печалить вас ничем.

Я вас любил безмолвно, безнадежно,
То робостью, то ревностью томим;
Я вас любил так искренно, так нежно,
Как дай вам Бог любимой быть другим.

Мне нравится слова "А" вместо "Но" в четвёртой линии - передавать смысл "напротив"
скорее чем "и," в то время как я еще не понимаю почему Пушкин выбрал слово "но." Может кто-либо мне объяснять мне, почему он предпочитал использовать «но?»

????? ??????? ????

Я вас любил,
Любовь ещё, быть может,
В дуще моей угасла не совсем.
А пуст она вас больше не тревожет;
Я не хочу печалить вас ничем.

Я вас любил безмолвно, безнадежно,
То робостью, то ревностью томим;
Я вас любил так искренно, так нежно,
Как дай вам Бог любимой быть другим.

Мне нравится слова "А" вместо "Но" в четвёртой линии - передавать смысл "напротив"
скорее чем "и," в то время как я еще не понимаю почему Пушкин выбрал слово "но." Может кто-либо мне объяснять мне, почему он предпочитал использовать «но?»

Wednesday, January 05, 2011

From Mike Hanes' Blog via Seesmic, etc.

This post hit me in pieces, first as a one-liner in Seesmic from my friends and then I followed the chain of attribution back to the source, gathering miettes of meaning before aggregating the whole on a blog.

Enthusiasm is one of the most powerful engines of success. When you do a thing, do it with all your mind. Put your whole soul to it. Stamp it with your own personality. Be active, be energetic,
be enthusiastic and faithful, and you will accomplish your object.
Nothing great was ever achieved without enthusiasm."
Ralph Waldo Emerson
1803-1882, Essayist, Philosopher and Poet

From Mike Hanes' Blog via Seesmic, etc.

This post hit me in pieces, first as a one-liner in Seesmic from my friends and then I followed the chain of attribution back to the source, gathering miettes of meaning before aggregating the whole on a blog.

Enthusiasm is one of the most powerful engines of success. When you do a thing, do it with all your mind. Put your whole soul to it. Stamp it with your own personality. Be active, be energetic,
be enthusiastic and faithful, and you will accomplish your object.
Nothing great was ever achieved without enthusiasm."
Ralph Waldo Emerson
1803-1882, Essayist, Philosopher and Poet

Sunday, November 28, 2010

Friday, November 19, 2010

The George Washington University Hospital | Medical Staff Info

I have been entertained tonight by the extreme technical data processing measures (though inconvenience rather than inhibition) taken to restrict complaints to the hospital staff. If you put your trust and indeed your very life into their hands, your concern has no merit unless you are a member of the medical staff.

Somebody should wake the medical community up to the fact that this is not the 17th Century and they are no longer the solitary font of knowledge amidst the great unwashed masses.

From: http://ping.fm/MOFgJ

The George Washington University Hospital | Medical Staff Info

I have been entertained tonight by the extreme technical data processing measures (though inconvenience rather than inhibition) taken to restrict complaints to the hospital staff. If you put your trust and indeed your very life into their hands, your concern has no merit unless you are a member of the medical staff.

Somebody should wake the medical community up to the fact that this is not the 17th Century and they are no longer the solitary font of knowledge amidst the great unwashed masses.

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Saturday, November 13, 2010

30 Things that are about as random as I get.

Rules: Rules? We don't need no stinking rules! Mbuahahaha!! Make up your random facts if you want to do so, otherwise, who am I to ask anything of you? I don't know how to do this and it's taken me too long already.

1. Nothing happened today: In my opinion, God already cancelled it yesterday.

2. I have no plans for the weekend: I'm not going to let God do this twice.

3. I believe in God, but only for referential integrity.

4. I shouldn't be doing this because I should be paying my property taxes, but I'm looking for a place to do it online.

5. When in good health, it takes me 6 seconds to fall asleep.

6. I had over a half-million books until my family home was vandalized, and after the sad triage, I contributed the lion's share to Cunningham Memorial Library.

7. I am possessed with putting periods between enumeration and the corresponding text.

8. I had to Google "Hello Kitty," and I'm still not sure what it is.

9. I have a problem with forgiveness, especially when people tag me.

10. At this moment, some of my hair is still pink.

11. I appreciate country music, but I don't prefer it.

12. I am accepting gifts, particularly heart-and-teddy beary T-shirts.

13. I used to live in a library or two.

14. I have a movement disorder, particularly trouble initiating speech, but most people think it's mental retardation.

15. I type faster than I talk and text slower than I type.

16. I gave up all television for a year: I have a blank spot in the FBI incident in Waco, Texas.

17. I hope to see another President in this country in my lifetime.

18. Sincerity is very important to me, but truth is an ideal and honesty not what it's cracked up to be.

19. I wish my cats were millionaires.

20. I misunderstood the intent of a bartender who tripped and fell into my arms last night.

21. "Casablanca" is doubtlessly the best movie ever.

22. I have a possibly unhealthy obsession with John Cusack

23. I've published technical literature and a poem, but I just want to get beyond the 988/1100pp? of the book I'm rewriting for the third time.

24. My highest cause is just to face every issue the best I can in the moment it is relevant to me.

25. I reject the encumbrance of political correctness.

26. I love women, but I don't pursue them.

27. When I'm drunk, I speak several unknown languages.

28. I am disgusted with celebrity for celebrity's sake, and the famous-for-being-famous.

29. If I can, I do; if I can't, I don't dream.

30. I consider any form of idol-worship dangerous.

30 Things that are about as random as I get.

Rules: Rules? We don't need no stinking rules! Mbuahahaha!! Make up your random facts if you want to do so, otherwise, who am I to ask anything of you? I don't know how to do this and it's taken me too long already.

1. Nothing happened today: In my opinion, God already cancelled it yesterday.

2. I have no plans for the weekend: I'm not going to let God do this twice.

3. I believe in God, but only for referential integrity.

4. I shouldn't be doing this because I should be paying my property taxes, but I'm looking for a place to do it online.

5. When in good health, it takes me 6 seconds to fall asleep.

6. I had over a half-million books until my family home was vandalized, and after the sad triage, I contributed the lion's share to Cunningham Memorial Library.

7. I am possessed with putting periods between enumeration and the corresponding text.

8. I had to Google "Hello Kitty," and I'm still not sure what it is.

9. I have a problem with forgiveness, especially when people tag me.

10. At this moment, some of my hair is still pink.

11. I appreciate country music, but I don't prefer it.

12. I am accepting gifts, particularly heart-and-teddy beary T-shirts.

13. I used to live in a library or two.

14. I have a movement disorder, particularly trouble initiating speech, but most people think it's mental retardation.

15. I type faster than I talk and text slower than I type.

16. I gave up all television for a year: I have a blank spot in the FBI incident in Waco, Texas.

17. I hope to see another President in this country in my lifetime.

18. Sincerity is very important to me, but truth is an ideal and honesty not what it's cracked up to be.

19. I wish my cats were millionaires.

20. I misunderstood the intent of a bartender who tripped and fell into my arms last night.

21. "Casablanca" is doubtlessly the best movie ever.

22. I have a possibly unhealthy obsession with John Cusack

23. I've published technical literature and a poem, but I just want to get beyond the 988/1100pp? of the book I'm rewriting for the third time.

24. My highest cause is just to face every issue the best I can in the moment it is relevant to me.

25. I reject the encumbrance of political correctness.

26. I love women, but I don't pursue them.

27. When I'm drunk, I speak several unknown languages.

28. I am disgusted with celebrity for celebrity's sake, and the famous-for-being-famous.

29. If I can, I do; if I can't, I don't dream.

30. I consider any form of idol-worship dangerous.

Saturday, November 06, 2010

July 5, 2001 Reference to "The Matrix" from the old "Daily Rave"

The Daily Rave

Friday, July 06, 2001

About a month ago I was looking for clues on something -- I think I was seeking information on implementations of "bitset" -- when I ran across the following post.

> From: "Phobos"

> Newsgroups: alt.comp.lang.learn.c-c++

> Sent: Friday, May 11, 2001 2:23 PM

> Subject: [C++] Iteration and Recursion

> <Greetings>

> I'm in the process of learning C++ and I came across the interesting topic of Iteration and Recursion, given that recursion creates new instances of variables every time that the function is called (thereby using memory etc.)

> I was wondering if anyone had an example of when recursion would be preferable to iteration?

> Or even an opinion on the subject...

>

> P

I attempted to reply directly to the sender rather than muck up the list with my long-winded comments since it would appear that there's no way of getting a short answer from me. I have the incredibly good habit of supplying context, background and thorough description with the notion that the recipient may not be psychic, may be thinking of an entirely different subject or may have forgotten why I'm sending an essay on this or that by the time s/he sifts through the queue of messages ahead of mine, but for some reason, some people find a detailed report offensive. Personally, I read about 2K words/minute but I only write about 80 or 90 wpm at the most -- and I don't see the economy in replying to me in a diatribe on the length of my message.

Anyway, the poster apparently used a bogus address and my reply bounced. I was really disappointed that I didn't get the chance to share my opinion which was really on the order of free professional advice. There may be some imprecision in the way I expressed myself in the reply, so I still didn't want to post to the list and receive a barrage of technical criticism, so I sent it to a colleague who might appreciate the material. After our discussion, I began to be more comfortable with the idea of posting it to my journal, then archiving it and gradually promoting it and modifying it (on the basis of feedback, if I get it) until it is fit for publication in my Software Development Notes section.

 

To encourage me to change my way of thinking, this is the message that Roger sent me:

----------- begin message --------

From: "Roger Guisinger"<rguisinger@email.root>

To: <ernie.cordell@computer.org>

Sent: Sunday, June 10, 2001 5:48 PM

 

This is good stuff. I would reply to him via the group, saying you have a lot to say about recursion but don't want to publish to the group, and establish an off-line dialogue. You might invite group members who are interested to join the off-line dialogue. You might publish it to your website, for example.

----------- end message -----------

[I agreed with his comment and sent him a reply like this.] It was one of these "news-web-posts" and I hit reply deciding that would be what I would do if I got a newsgroup-post reply, but if I got an Email address, I'd go ahead and answer the guy. [I thought of reposting but by that time I wasn't sure] in which newsgroup I found it: I was originally reading alt.comp.lang.learn.c-c++, but you know how web versions of newsreaders are -- you can jump off into another discussion without even knowing it. [I didn't want to search just to find it when it was] not a nice way to treat people whose aid he wishes to enlist. [I wanted to supply the information for other people on the list, but at that point I would be sacrificing potential income as well as time.]

So I wrote:

Posting it to my website is an interesting thought -- it might be a good thing for Software Development Note #n+1. I would want to clean it up first, though. [I was at first concerned with the time it would take me to convert this message to HTML and I was worried that] I'd immediately be flamed for any imprecisions, especially if I put it on a published page.

An overpowering thought was:

I should try to put a little more time into web content development. [I explained that I had lost a good biography that I had written for my web pages when] I hit the "Save" button, Microsoft Windows [failed], my disk crashed and that was the only file that didn't survive [after] I recovered as much as possible. [I was particularly disappointed because I felt that] It would have completely put to rest [the argument] about "not having any apparent focus [in my career path]." It showed what my objectives were, all the steps that I took in my approach to solve the problems that were important to me, how many of my milestones that I hit . . . .

[I was discouraged by how much I had accomplished without a computer and how little I was accomplishing with one, but I was optimistic enough to end with the light-hearted comment] -- Comedy is easy; Emotional Adjustment is hard . . .

Earlier I had written:

[After explaining how the message had bounced,] I thought you might be interested in my response to him, though, because it addresses recursion not only as a programming technique, with efficiency concerns, but with design and business concerns as well.

I enclosed the "essay" on iteration versus recursion which is the core topic of this website posting:

Subject: Re: [C++] Iteration and Recursion

Date: Sun, 10 Jun 2001 13:15:05 -0400

Organization: Ernie's Place

I often find the decision as to whether to post to the group somewhat difficult. Many people have opinions, and in this case, I'm one of them.

 

You might [want to] think of recursion as an "expanding scope" problem: The invocation record that has to be resolved in order for the function to return is replicated, consuming more and more memory. But the last-generation element has to be resolved before it can be returned to the previous invocation.

This does mean that a "variable" is being replicated, but in each recursion that "variable" may hold a different value, altering the way in which each recursion is executed: It has its own memory, and in a sense, its own scope.

Once the final recursion leaves its scope, it releases its memory (in a well-behaved implementation) and returns its result to the previous recursion. So the memory usage expands and collapses like an accordion: It is effectively a way of invoking the same function with different parameter values -- something that you would be doing with iteration anyway. The difference is the kind and number of copies of that function (or its invocation record) that you would have in memory at the same time.

You might also think of it as a set of invocation records for a series of functions that are all pushed onto a stack, and popped off and resolved until the original caller is satisfied. This is roughly the kind of operation that you have in a parsing operation in the best of situations.

The difference here is whether we're pushing operators and operands or function parameters and invocation records.

Also, data structures (a tree, for instance) may behave in much the same way: A process builds a tree from the root to the leaves; as each of the leaves of the tree are resolved, the nodes are removed and their values are returned to the parents of these nodes until the tree has collapsed to produce some sort of unified result. You may think of the way parsing trees are built as an example.

Parses or algorithms that use this "expansion and collapse" to "intermediately compute and resolve" an inductive-like series may often lend themselves to recursion. If it is simpler to use iteration, iteration may be more desireable.

The "bad" form of recursion is "uncontrolled." Like an infinite loop, no exit is found -- but worse, it will continue to consume memory until there is an abort, or still worse, crash the operating system or the machine (depending on where it goes for this memory).

"Good" recursion, like the Prolog AI routines use, always have a point at which they "bail." This is usually because there is no need to continue in order to resolve: Imagine a scenario where there is a successive approximation conducted. At some point the approximation will exceed the precision given deltas and tolerances, or maybe just machine precision capacity. Prolog uses what is called a "cut element" to halt the recursion (at which the algorithm "collapses in on itself," steadily decreasing its memory use). This corresponds to the "if clause" of a well-written recursion --

> > > if (bail-point)

> > > return args

> > > else

> > > call-me(n-times);

> > >

So there is an efficiency consideration for recursion: A recursion should be limited in what it can and will accept as arguments to be workable. It should be known (roughly) how many invocation records will be pushed

and what kind of time and space resources will be used unwinding the stack afterwards.

Another way of looking at the decision as to whether to use recursion is whether determination of the parameters to a function depend upon a previous invocation of that function. It might be a bit egg-headed to seek a function that not only returns the result that you want, but also determines a succession of parameter values. Binary growth and collapse might tend in that direction, but only a few problem sets will naturally suggest recursion.

Now that we have talked about the decision to use recursion in terms of programming solutions and efficiency, let me suggest something I consider much more important: Business solutions.

If the recursion is simple, direct and controlled, it may well be coded in many fewer lines than comparable iterative solutions. If the solution is simple, direct, controlled, clear and can be placed in a single cognitive block, it may be easier to maintain. Sometimes efficiency takes a back seat to labor cost: If the recursive solution takes one page of code and "ten pages in memory," it may make sense to pay a programmer once for a recursive solution rather than pay many programmers for many hours maintaining iterative solutions that do not naturally derive their parameters, but rather rely on other functions to find those parameters for them.

If you would like an exercise that demonstrates this, write a program as though it were intended for a language that does not support recursion; then simulate recursion using iteration. It's better to conduct this experiment than to listen to me, but I think you'll find that simulating recursion proves more complicated than using it in the first place. This is the heart of the business maintenance cost argument: Recursion is good when it avoids complexity that increases production cost.

[Recognizing that I eliminated little confusion and introduced some imprecision I signed off on the reply with]

I hope this doesn't muddy the waters too much -- Ernie

Another colleague of mine (Bob Schaab) once launched a defense for my E-mail messages, "People always react kinda funny when they get their first Erniegram (aside: that's what I call Ernie's E-mails). When I got my first Erniegram, I thought -- What the heck is this guy tryin' ta say? -- but then I read the message again and I understood. He's just tryin' ta tell people what he thinks they oughta know -- what he'd like to know -- before startin' ta work on a problem."

When I put together what Roger and Bob have said, I decided that it would be better to publish this -- if anybody has any thoughts on improving it, I'll try to incorporate comments into another version that I will eventually post under the Software Development Notes section. Until then, don't get angry, consider this entry "an essay on probation" and I'll attempt to make it "right and good" in your eyes, too.

End of current rant and rave . . .

posted at 11:39:50 PM by Ernie Cordell

Thursday, July 05, 2001

I found a number of interesting links at The Proceedings of the Friesian School on Tuesday (July 3rd). Intrestingly enough, I stumbled onto it when I watched the movie "The Matrix" and the form of the Latin Expression "Temet Nosce" troubled me (the form of Gnothi Seauton still troubles me, because I've long thought it should be Gnate Se-auton, but that's another story).

The site's Ownership, Copyright, & Disclaimer says:

The Proceedings of the Friesian School, Fourth Series is a non-periodic journal and archive of philosophy, updated as needed, published and edited by Kelley L. Ross, Ph.D.. All materials, unless otherwise indicated, are copyrighted (c) 1979, 1985, 1987, 1996, 1997, 1998, 1999, 2000, 2001 by the editor.

All rights are reserved, but fair and good faith use with attribution may be made of all contents for any non-commercial educational, scholarly, and personal purposes, including reposting, with links to the original page, on the internet. It is not necessary to obtain copyright release for such uses, but the Proceedings would be grateful to be voluntarily informed, for informational purposes only, of the use of its materials. Commercial use of these materials may not be made without written permission.

So if anyone has a presence of mind to do so, tell them that I have posted this and I would have informed them, but I likely forgot because my mind was a jumble as I rambled through links and blogs trying to bring as much useful material to light as possible.

I found the quote on this website, but I was intrigued in that a number of well-written, informed and clear-thinking articles were posted to this site, and a few of them were:

The Matrix -- A legitimate criticism of the horror that was supposed to be a mainstream, published review of the movie where it was pretty evident that the reviewer didn't even see the film. More credit was given to that reviewer, noting that "he surely wasn't paying attention" in this splendid article that is bound to add to the numerous interpretations that one fancies while watching the film that manages to combine action, adventure, science fiction, martial arts, doomsday projections and fairly deep metaphysical questions about the nature of reality. To my mind, both movie and article answer well the issue of the "brain in a vat" concept which troubles critics of "The Cartesian Theatre" as we continue to explore the nature of that which we might call "Sentient Consciousness."

Basic Buddhist Teachings and Doctrines is the best "nutshell explanations" that I've ever seen on the belief system, history and genesis of this religion. It fairly thoroughly delineates basic thoughts and precepts that are core to the philosophical base of Buddhism, and makes a good "side read" to the application of Buddhist thought in "The Matrix ."

Carl Gustav Jung  is also a good synopsis of Jung's thought and even includes other links that show other earlier sources for the derivation of such concepts as "Archetypes of the Collective Unconscious."

Rudolf Otto  is one such selection, showing that mystical features of Jung's expositions on synchronicity can be seen as extensions of "numinosity" that is common to every belief system that holds certain objects or persons "special" in the sense that they are regarded as "holy" or "sacred."

Excuse my occasionally poor descriptions (and maybe even erroneous ones in subtle distinctions that escape me) here, since I'm trying to draw emphasis to the links that I mention and present them for people to follow, not trying replace them or reiterate them elsewhere. I found them interesting because (1) they pulled together threads on the meaning of "Temet Nosce" which I'm more accustomed to seeing in the context of the Delphic Oracle (and hence in Greek); (2) they featured an article on "The Matrix" that added "meat" to my perceptions on the nature of reality exposed in the film; (3) the article on the movie showed the lengths to which some critics will go after having seen only the trailer for a film; and (4) there are good, substantive explanations of notions in philosophy that can edify and instruct casual layperson and intellectual savant alike.

posted at 2:50:23 PM by Ernie Cordell

This is a test: God, I hate writing this, but I'm tired of writing long test entries, and at this point I don't want to save an entry to cut and paste over again. With my luck, this one will work -- and I'll hate looking at it from aeons to come.
posted at 1:18:09 PM by Ernie Cordell


Copyright (c) 2001 Email Ernie Cordell

Dream Jewelry from the old "Daily Rave"

The Daily Rave

Sunday, July 15, 2001

 

Dream Jewelry

 

The picture at left is a piece of jewelry that I rendered in Paint Shop Pro . . .

after having a dream that I was seeking help for a problem about which I have no recollection. Actually, I took it for one of those dreams where you have a problem to solve at work, but you enter into a sort of extended metaphor of the problem and somehow arrive at a solution. It might be called a translucent dream, because I can't say that it was all that lucid, but I had a certain awareness that it was a dream -- which I forgot frequently throughout the course of the vivid visualization. It was quite a colorful dream: Mark Campbell used to call them Early Technicolor Dreams -- the kind that don't look like normal color vision, but more like rich color photographs -- or a day in the summer when you're wearing the old, green-tinted sunglasses -- or maybe like a day in The Matrix.

 

The surroundings or setting of the dream was in a place that looked like the Garden of the Gods or somewhere else in the Rockies above Colorado Springs, maybe up Cheyenne Mountain or towards [Zebulon] Pike's Peak. It had that dry, rocky appearance of the Garden, though -- or maybe more like one of those artist villages like Boulder, Colorado or Bisby, Arizona. I'm seeing a regularity here, but I don't think I'll post it with this story.

 

Anyway, I was on a dusty path with that reddish Martian Terrain look that the Arch has in the Garden or somewhere around the rock that looks like some kind of giant head -- it could have been one of those old farm access roads in the Georgia Plains, too, where they have that red clay; but it would have had to be during one of those droughts when the cracked soil crumbles and turns to powder.

 

There were people around me -- a lot of them -- with typical Midwestern casual wear like plaid flannel shirts -- or maybe just the tartans that look like the flannel shirts (you would have been crazy in the blinding sun of the dream to wear flannel, but dreams don't have to make sense, do they?).

 

These people on this colored landscape seemed genuinely interested in helping me, and were gathering around me like some kind of desert workgroup. There was the feeling of concern around me, like they all wanted to help, but beyond a certain specialization that they had -- they could only commiserate. Then one of them stepped forward in a sort of cream-colored skirt and white blouse that positively radiated in the bright sunlight. Everything seemed to glint and my vision was blurred as though the thick dust were in my eyes or that I had been crying -- the same kind of effect that you see when they film through a lens with petrolatum smeared around the edges. The effect made sense, as though sweat kept rolling into my eyes: I had the sensation that my skin was fevered -- like the roasting after-effect of sunburn. Maybe I had a slight cold (catarrh, grippe) whose influence I was no longer able to notice after I awakened.

 

This glowing figure, a woman with dishwater blond hair (as we used to say in Central Indiana) walked up to me with an animated sub-group who seemed quite encouraged and said, "Here, just put this on, and you'll be all right." People around her nodded and murmured in movie-style peas-and-carrots. I put the tether around my neck, and someone seemed to be helping me hook the crude fastener in the back.

 

As I had the amulet or pendant in my hand, I caught glimpses of it so that I noticed several basic figures in color -- a red button in the middle and green extenses around the edges. I noticed a very distinctive rope-braid etching around the edges of the crude silver. I later identified the individual stones -- a garnet in the center with a fine-dactyled ring setting, and inlaid turquoise forms that surrounded it. The silver seemed like the kind that you see from souvenirs of South American villages -- not like the fine Sterling that you see in the urban United States.

 

When I first awakened, I thought little of it -- hmm . . . a curious dream . . . and it was virtually forgotten. Later, though, it kept resurfacing until I thought to investigate it. I still do upon occasion -- I've found some old Russian pieces that resemble it -- but they are all in gold and feature clearer stones. I went to several exotic stores (without benefit of the image above), but I didn't find anything like it. One shopkeeper had me draw a rough pencil sketch in the store, but asked me to tell him what the materials were. I found it curious that none of the people with whom I spoke seemed to think it peculiar that I was searching something that I had only dreamt -- they treated my strange request as though I had told them, "I lost my catalogue."

 

The fellow who had me make a rough drawing in pencil suggested that it looked Navaho in a lot of ways, but then said, "No, I'm not sure -- there's something about it that makes that not quite right." He stared at it for a bit and added, "It can't be Navaho because all their jewelry has stones that are on the Medicine Wheel."

 

"What?" I asked, being wholly unfamiliar with formal studies of Native American Culture (except what one may learn walking around catching people here and there who tell you this thing and that; informal field work?) He made a smacking noise with his lips and then raised a finger in the air as if to say, "Wait just a minute." He ran off quickly and then returned with a big book that had a chart in it, "Garnet is on the Medicine Wheel -- I was wrong."

 

"So you think it is Navaho?" I asked.

 

"It could be . . . " he answered, "but, no, I don't think so -- there's still something wrong."

 

I didn't go back to that shop (near the Woodmont Triangle in Bethesda, Maryland) -- not because of any negative experience -- just because it isn't something that occurs to me on a regular basis. I had been thinking about it one day when I passed the Bethesda Farmer's Market. It must have been Spring or Fall because it was temperate -- not the nasty cold spray of a Washingtonian Winter -- nor the sweltering heat of Summer that afflicts the area around August. There were tables set up outside, and I remember the event like a delimiter of the season -- either one of the first days for such an event -- or one of the last ones.

 

I was looking at stones that day -- there were a lot of them -- particularly at the table of an Indian (Eastern, from the country India) merchant. He had huge eggs (not to say oolitics, but just to remark on the shapes) of turquoise that left a striking impression at just the sight. He also had some curious red stones -- some of them moonstones, I think, but the smaller ones seemed less rosy and more ruby. Anyway, my eyes flashed past crude silver, large lumps of turquoise and little bubbles of red as we casually conversed and I bought a few decorative minerals -- mostly I remember the amethyst, similar to an oolitic that I had hired cut in half as a friendship bond present for and between Mark Campbell (mentioned above) and Rick Kirby, a journalist that I can't seem to interest in Internet communication.

 

We started talking about my dream and the strange talisman that I was awarded by the people. It hadn't started out as a detailed description or elaborate conversation on the dream, but he asked me about the size of the piece, and I said, "When they gave it to me, I held it comfortably in the palm of my hand."

 

"Who were T h e y?" he asked.

 

So I told him a little more about the dream.

 

"I can have this made for you in India," he said, pushing out his lower lip, "It won't cost more than $40 in American money -- but you must promise not to be disturbed if it costs as much as $50."

 

So, in the context of our agreement, I came home and later that evening I made the above painting. We made several arrangements to give him a diskette with the JPEG image, but none of them worked. I later called his office persistently until I reached him and he told me that a full-sized FAX would be sufficient because he knew what the materials were in the pendant. He didn't call and I didn't see him again. Some people have told me that they think I simply designed some jewerly without charging anything.

 

I used to have this guy's business card around here -- maybe I still do -- but since I wouldn't be doing him any favors with this kind of advertising, I'm not going to identify him specifically. Who knows what could have happened to him? Maybe he was just too embarrassed by how much he underestimated the work -- maybe he was trying to hint at payment in advance -- if so, I wish he'd just been specific. I could have easily sent him a check and then waited for it to clear. I don't think most outdoor bazaars take credit cards -- if they do, I'm not sure that I want to use one where they tear down the show at the end of the day. I would have come to his store had he said it were necessary.

 

To sum things up at this altogether late hour at which I seem to be writing regularly, I'd still like to have it made. So many of the jewelers in DC have started drooling when I ask about having it made, and they pretty much balk at mentioning any prices, that I've stopped approaching the shops with all the glitz in the windows.

 

. . . but if anyone could help me to seek my fortune without losing one . . .
posted at 10:26:16 PM by Ernie Cordell


Copyright (c) 2001 Email Ernie Cordell

Saturday, October 30, 2010

Death By Blancmange

Death By Blancmange

Like Judas with a kiss,
She brought me tea and biscuits;
Darjeeling and Earl Grey
Said all there was to say.
This gift told me we were through.

The quarrel was so horrifying,
In silence that was agonizing,
Pregnant with a paralyzing love.
We clawed for words in desperation,
Marked by frequent hesitation,
Punctuated by a sense of dread.

The theatre was stimulating,
Like cocaine and hyperventilating,
So we sent out for kindney pie nonetheless
Being civilized to our planned schedule
Despite the press of overwhelming stress.

Like the quick rip of a bandage,
Vanilla Wafers did the talking;
Ginger Snaps were terser than our row.
So her heartstrings slipped the bow,
Going free when colored paper tore.

Fatal moments conspired to make a difference,
While I gripped a river to come sooner,
But she couldn't tell that I held onto her.
A scalpel instant seered decisive resignation,
But faith means hoping something has to work.

After dinner in the dark,
That funereal meeting in the park,
The second-hand pounded nails to make offence
The notion dreary that I couldn't entertain with her:
That she replaced herself with some crumbs and quince.

Like Judas with a kiss,
She brought me tea and biscuits;
Darjeeling and Earl Grey
Said all there was to say.
This gift told me we were through.

Death By Blancmange

Death By Blancmange

Like Judas with a kiss,
She brought me tea and biscuits;
Darjeeling and Earl Grey
Said all there was to say.
This gift told me we were through.

The quarrel was so horrifying,
In silence that was agonizing,
Pregnant with a paralyzing love.
We clawed for words in desperation,
Marked by frequent hesitation,
Punctuated by a sense of dread.

The theatre was stimulating,
Like cocaine and hyperventilating,
So we sent out for kindney pie nonetheless
Being civilized to our planned schedule
Despite the press of overwhelming stress.

Like the quick rip of a bandage,
Vanilla Wafers did the talking;
Ginger Snaps were terser than our row.
So her heartstrings slipped the bow,
Going free when colored paper tore.

Fatal moments conspired to make a difference,
While I gripped a river to come sooner,
But she couldn't tell that I held onto her.
A scalpel instant seered decisive resignation,
But faith means hoping something has to work.

After dinner in the dark,
That funereal meeting in the park,
The second-hand pounded nails to make offence
The notion dreary that I couldn't entertain with her:
That she replaced herself with some crumbs and quince.

Like Judas with a kiss,
She brought me tea and biscuits;
Darjeeling and Earl Grey
Said all there was to say.
This gift told me we were through.

Thursday, October 28, 2010

An American Tune: Testing Ping Blog Posts

American Tune by Paul Simon

Many's the time I've been mistaken
And many times confused
Yes, and I've often felt forsaken
And cer-tain-ly misused
Oh, but I'm alright, I'm alright
I'm just weary to my bones
Still, you don't expect to be
Bright and bon vivant
So far a-way from home, so-oh far away from home

And I don't know a soul who's not been battered
I don't have a friend who feels at ease
I don't know a dream that's not been shattered
or driven to its knees
but it's alright, it's alright
for we've lived so well so long
Still, when I think of the
road we're travelling on
I wonder what's gone wrong
I can't help but wonder what has gone wrong

And I dreamed I was dying
I dreamed that my soul ROSE unexpectedly
And looking back down at me
Smiled reassuringly
And I dreamed I was flying
And high up above, my eyes could clearly see
The Statue of Liberty
Sailing away to sea
And I dreamed I was flying . . .

Oh, we come on the ship they call the Mayflower
We come on the ship that sailed the moon
We come in the a-ge's most uncertain hours
and sing an American tune
Oh, an' it's alright, it's alright, it's alright
You can't be forever blessed
Still, tomorrow's gonna be another working day
And I'm trying to get some rest
That's all I'm trying to get some rest

An American Tune: Testing Ping Blog Posts

American Tune by Paul Simon

Many's the time I've been mistaken
And many times confused
Yes, and I've often felt forsaken
And cer-tain-ly misused
Oh, but I'm alright, I'm alright
I'm just weary to my bones
Still, you don't expect to be
Bright and bon vivant
So far a-way from home, so-oh far away from home

And I don't know a soul who's not been battered
I don't have a friend who feels at ease
I don't know a dream that's not been shattered
or driven to its knees
but it's alright, it's alright
for we've lived so well so long
Still, when I think of the
road we're travelling on
I wonder what's gone wrong
I can't help but wonder what has gone wrong

And I dreamed I was dying
I dreamed that my soul ROSE unexpectedly
And looking back down at me
Smiled reassuringly
And I dreamed I was flying
And high up above, my eyes could clearly see
The Statue of Liberty
Sailing away to sea
And I dreamed I was flying . . .

Oh, we come on the ship they call the Mayflower
We come on the ship that sailed the moon
We come in the a-ge's most uncertain hours
and sing an American tune
Oh, an' it's alright, it's alright, it's alright
You can't be forever blessed
Still, tomorrow's gonna be another working day
And I'm trying to get some rest
That's all I'm trying to get some rest

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

w/o Cathy's steady hand




ipse dixit
--Sent from my Virgin Mobile!
Location : lat=38.911, lng=-77.037


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Sent from my Virgin Mobile

Trip to the store




ipse dixit
--Sent from my Virgin Mobile!
Location : lat=38.911, lng=-77.037


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Sent from my Virgin Mobile

Trio's Restaurant Bar during the blizzard




ipse dixit
--Sent from my Virgin Mobile!
Location : lat=38.911, lng=-77.037


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Sent from my Virgin Mobile

Tuesday, February 09, 2010

Hate in Skeat's Concise




Etymological Dictionary Entry
--Sent from my Virgin Mobile!
Location : lat=38.904, lng=-77.039


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Sent from my Virgin Mobile

Saturday, February 06, 2010

Life Gets Complicated




Recently updated storage locations for my laptop.
--Sent from my Virgin Mobile!
Location : Washington, DC


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Sent from my Virgin Mobile

Monday, February 01, 2010

Life Gets Complicated




Recently updated storage locations for my laptop.
--Sent from my Virgin Mobile!
Location : lat=38.911, lng=-77.037


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Sent from my Virgin Mobile

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Life Gets Complicated




Recently updated storage locations for my laptop.
--Sent from my Virgin Mobile!
Location : Washington, DC


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Sent from my Virgin Mobile

Facebook | oDesk: Introducing oDesk Team 3

Facebook | oDesk: Introducing oDesk Team 3

Monday, January 25, 2010

Virgin Mobile Announcement


Virgin Mobile Announcement

I deleted it.
Virgin Mobile Announcement in summary screen.
--Sent from my Virgin Mobile!


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Sent from my Virgin Mobile

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

This Blog Hijacked by Cracker

Much of the activity on this blog has been suspended for a period of time because it was hijacked by an interloper who posted "Adult Advertising" to it, including pictures, some of which seemed to originate from a Russian source. One post included a Cyrillic description whose title equated to "Prostitutes."

After having several countermeasures thwarted, I took a break before revamping security.

The likelihood of recurrence is unknown at present.

Wednesday, September 09, 2009

The Famous Potomac Approach

This message is from a Virgin Mobile user. Enjoy.
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Landing at Reagan National Airport just outside Washington, DC (in Arlington, Virginia) is achieved via the famous "Potomac Approach." I have watched in person many times over a number of years, and have seen a film (simulation) on the subject almost as often in The Air & Space Museum in The Smithsonian Institution.

In a celebratory mood and with a little libation I joked with an American pilot that he might let me "bring her in" next time.

He didn't seem to have much in the way of a sense of humor, but the obstruction was sufficient.

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Mobile Posting

I'm not persuaded: ORIGINAL MSG: (Blogger Mobile Post) Your carrier is not supported by Blogger Mobile. Please try using Mail-to-Blog. . . .

Well, I changed my mind. I can't post to the mobile blog; I can't send pictures to BLOGGR or whatever, and "go@blogger.com" results in the above message being sent to me again. Oh, well: Virgin Mobile isn't usually kind to me, anyway.

Tuesday, September 08, 2009

New message from Ernie Cordell

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Thursday, July 23, 2009

Experimenting with FlockCast







FlockCast







FlockCast helps you easily broadcast your actions from around the web directly to your Facebook profile.




In this section:




Broadcast your status.



  1. To broadcast your status from another Flock supported service,


    • Sign in to any Flock supported service that supports a status. This includes both Myspace, Bebo and Twitter.


    • Type a new status in the People Sidebar. Be sure to check the Also Broadcast to Facebook box.

    • Click the Post icon or hit Enter to change the status and broadcast it to Facebook.





    Broadcast your blog.


  2. To use FlockCast with your Blog,


    • Sign in to a Flock supported Blog service


    • Open the Blog Editor

    • Compose a blog post and click the publish icon.


Monday, August 04, 2008

What Mothers Feel: "Mom’s Day" Existing's MySpace Blog

This is a glad tidings notice of the sort that commonly circulates today, but I had not given it notice earlier since it didn't target me as a man, but the significance hit me as I read what mothers experience and how the good ones feel about it.

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